Kazhinja thavana Ichayan vannapozhum ennatheyum pole njangal random matram. Athil albuthamenth? Anaadhar enna vaakinte artham thane aarumillathavar ennale? Ennal kuttikkalam thotte njangale angane vilicha ennamatta suhruthukkalakku mel njangalude adyathe vijayam athayirunu. Njangal random undenkil pinne enthinu mattarenkilum? Njangalude karyathilenkilum aa padam sthanam theti prayogikkapettu. Palaril ninnum, pala pravashyam, pala nerathum.
Annadhalayathinte iruladanja idanaazhikalil kuttikaalathu kittiya koottu. Pineedu jeevithathilum parasparam thaangayi kaalam njangale kooti ketti. Njangal parasparapoorakangalayirunnu. Hindu samskarathil athinoru upamayund. “Arthanareeshwaran”. Njangalude Christian samskarathil athinoru upama kandethan thalkalam enik kazhiyunilla.
Enik Ami James Samuel enum Ichayanu Julian Thomas George enum peritta British anubhaviyaya Reverent Father John Philip innu evideyanennariyilla. Pakshe onnariyaam. Innu vare, oru Jameso Samuelo Thomaso Georgeo njangale anveshichu vannittilla.
Njangal pratheekshikkunnumilla. Jeevithathil ithu vare poruthi kayaran ariyamenkil, daivam anuvadichu thanna baki samayavum angane thane ennu theerumanichathu Ichayanayirunnu. Ichayante theerumanam ennal ente theerumanam. Njangalude randu perudeyum theerumanam.
Kazhinja thavana Ichayan vannapol paranjathu njan orkunnu “Ororutharu Privacykku vendi enthoram pedapaadu petta Appanem Ammem ozhivakunne. Nammakangane ozhivaakkan polum aarum illallodi…” enum paranju oru chiriya…
Kazhinja thavana vannapo thanneya ayalathe chechi (Ichayante bhashayil Ammachi—angane vilikunnathavarku ishtamalla) parayua…” kandalethoru cherchaya randinem… kettu kazhinjittanchu kollamaayennaarum parayela…
Ennatheyum pole annathe ratriyilum Ichayate neettiyulla vili kelkkan njan foninaduthu thane chutti patti ninnu, Pakshe vili vanilla. Moonu varshathiladyamayi vili vanilla. Annathe ratri engane kazhichu koottiyennariyilla. Fone thalli pottichathu matram ormayilund. Pitennathe patrathil “Sainika Campil bheekarakramanam” enna thalakettu vayichapozhum njanarinjilla ente matte paathiyude maranakurippanu njan vayikunnathennu… Aa satyam… orikalum thiruthanavatha aa satyam ennil pathinjappol enikenthanu thoniyathennariyilla. Aadaravukalum anushochanangalum kaathil pathinjilla.
Adieu. Vida. Ente ithu vareyulla jeevithathodu. Ningal ithrayum neram vayichathu oru sainikante, avante anthyayatrayil matram koodepokanakathirunna avante sahayathrikayude maranakurippanennanu ningal karuthiyathenkil theti. Ithavalude jeevithakkurippanu.
Enne Ami James Samuel il ninnum Ami Julian Thomas aakiya kaalathinodoru velluvili pole, enne jeevikkan padipicha ente Ichayanodulla kadapaadinte peril jeevikkan thudangunna ee nimishathil matram ente Ichayante oru theerumanathe njan chodyam cheythu pokunnu…
Ipozhenkilum njangale anveshichoru Jameso Samuelo Thomaso Georgeo vannirunnuvenkil…?
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